Apart from the headline emulating the title of an album by Supertramp in the 1970's with a sunbathing young man in front of an industrial wasteland in the background, the headline is of course a comment to the present 'difficulties', cf. the meltdown of 2007+8 and the present LIBOR scandal, and I have to say that these things should not come as a complete surprise to people that were not born 'yesterday'.
For instance, I stumbled across the poem below that I wrote in 1995, after a certain Nick Leeson (quoting from Wikipedia) as "a former derivatives broker [committed ] fraudulent, unauthorized speculative trading [and] caused the collapse of Barings Bank, the United Kingdom's oldest investment bank, for which he was sent to prison.[1]
Derivation?
After lengthy negotiation Barings Bank derived salvation
from becoming a derivative of the Dutch bank ING.
The downfall of Barings derives from one employee,
deriving pleasure from playing the derivatives underivatively,
of which the management derived not even derivational knowledge,
or so we are to derive from their derivate statements.
"The largest stumbling-block during the negotiations
was the bonuses due to Management and staff!"
This was the BBC's derivation from their observation.
May we derive from that
that certain derivatives
are derivable in any circumstance
and that it is but an accidental derival
that the depositors derive rescue as well?
------------------------------
7th March 1995, Claus Piculell
torsdag den 2. august 2012
lørdag den 21. juli 2012
Reflections on the Oslo right-radical terrorist Anders Breivik, republished hours before the 'Anniversary'
- republished in remembrance of the victims of the Massacre in Norway on 22nd July 2011 by the right-radical terrorist Anders Breivik
By
Claus Piculell,
Whereas the first days after the massacre was a time for silent mourning now is a time for intense reflection and sober analysis ...
After
dealing with the immediate shock caused by the heinous act by Oslo
terrorist Anders Breivik and showing personal deep sadness and
solidarity with all democrats in Norway, I think time has come to
reflect a little on the consequences of his terror, his alleged
reasons and what to do in the near future to give an appropriate
democratic answer.
However,
it is not a time for 'pointing fingers' at political actors with
thinking and rhetoric that seems similar to that of the terrorist.
Nor do we need panic politics or ever more controls but to consider
what can be done in real life to counteract radicalization and to
encourage democratic dialogue and critical thinking so that no
overwrought ideologue can think terrorism is ever on the right side
of history.
What
we need is an open debate environment where people, even in the
highest places, are not afraid to admit to their mistakes and learn
from them. Consequently, everybody with a stake in politics needs to
reflect carefully on how to react to this tragedy, and of course some
need to reflect more than others about this particular incident.
Thus,
it is for each active citizen to themselves reflect on what he or she
can do to prevent further instances of terrorism and to strengthen
the democracy that the terrorist wants to overthrow, and we must all
enter into a dialogue - a much belated dialogue - on what we can do
together.
The
radical Right has been growing in Europe over the past decade or more
and some right-wingers have talked about a more or less unstoppable
"clash of civilisations" and that Europe is being flooded
with Muslims.
It
is self-evident that such rhetoric is similar to that of Breivik in
his video and manifesto. But does that mean that all people with a
Cultural Christian and Conservative stance are in any way
co-responsible for Breivik's acts of terrorism? Of course not!
Of
course it is tempting for the European Left to consider this as
payback time against the Right for their often shallow and vindictive
persecutions of many decent and humanistic lefties for their youthful
naïve transgressions on the back of their dream of creating some
sort of Paradise on Earth - persecutions that have often prevented
fruitful self-reflection rather than promoting it.
But
why should the European Left stoop to such a level and turn into the
very vindictiveness that it has striven to stop? And why try to pose
as angels without flaws and faults in our baggage when no-one with
any brain activity, least of all ourselves, believe it to be true?
History
is filled with examples of how even the most peaceful belief or
ideology has been taken by some extreme zealot as a reason for
violence, including all major ideologies and religions.
However,
what has often happened after an shocking instance of heinous
violence is that it has later lead serious peace-loving clerics and
ideologues to contemplate how to make their case better without
giving overzealous supporters a legitimacy that was not intended ...
Danish
poet laureate Piet Hein coined the phrase "the noble art of
losing face". Nobody has the right to demand of others that they
admit culpability for something they did not do. But any decent human
being has an obligation to reflect upon how he or she can help the
world escape another horror. For history is also full of high-minded
public figures that have admitted or accepted to have been wrong.
Churchill
praised Mussolini's well-organized society only to be a major
instrument in the destruction of Fascism and Nazism. He also
mistrusted the motives of Niels Bohr intensely when Bohr approached
him to warn against the calamitous effect of nuclear weapons (and
suggested Bohr be put under house arrest) only to react with horror
at Nagasaki and Hiroshima. And never has there been a more
anti-communist Prime Minister of Britain than Churchill but he was
the first state leader to propose an alliance with the Soviet Union
against Hitler.
One
would also do well in remembering that Breivik vehemently denies
being a nazi supporter and that he even identifies Nazism as one of
three hate ideologies (the others are Marxism and Islamism) that he
claims to be fighting but that he at the same time turns out to have
been a member of a Nazi debate forum since 2009 and that he
apparently does not see Fascism as a hate ideology ...
And
how did Breivik get to bomb central Oslo and gunning down innocent
Socialist youngsters? By posing as a policeman! So much for fighting
with honour! Breivik hints at his reason for doing this when he
claims that Islamists feel it justified to tell any lie to infidels
to further the cause of Islam. But while Breivik claims to be
fighting Islam in an honourable way he doesn't exactly practice what
he preaches. On the contrary, he seems to have reached the conclusion
that lies and deception are necessary for his struggle too for the
end justifies any means ...
I
have been watching the
video by Anders Breivik and managed to remain calm enough to make
these observations: a) much of the video could have been made by any
cultural conservative but b) Breivik claims to belong to a group that
revived the Order of Knights Templar in UK in 2002, c) he calls for a
Conservative and Christian revolution to "cleanse Europe",
d) his alleged reason for his attack on the Young Socialists was to
his "duty to decimate the Cultural Marxists".
I
find it important to know the enemy of all democratic-minded people's
enemy i.a. by understanding their thinking, and Brevik's
manifesto - albeit to a large degree copy-pasted from the
Unabomber's manifesto of 1995 - shows that he sees himself as more of
a European Christian-Conservative Crusader than a traditional
nationalist and that he wants to start a Conservative Revolution to
cleanse Europe of Islam and the "alliance of Cultural Marxists,
Suicidal Humanists and Global Capitalists".
Is
Breivik basically mad?
Yes!
Is
he a stupid monster that nobody should take seriously?
No!
Did
he very deliberately choose to shoot very young people to provoke
'counter attacks' and / or more laws to encroach on our democratic
civil liberties?
Hell
yes - he writes a much in his Manifesto when he recommends attacks on
women and children!
Should
we give him the satisfaction of reacting as he has planned?
I
think you can guess my answer to that one ...
"For Youth" by Nordahl Grieg - remembering the victims of Breivik...
- republished in remembrance of the victims of the Massacre in Norway on 22nd July 2011 by the right-radical terrorist Anders Breivik
Some may have come across the broadcast of the Memorial Service of Sorrow and Hope from Oslo Cathedral on the 25th July 2011 and listened to the Congregation singing a beautiful tune by Norwegan Poet and anti-Fascist Nordahl Grieg: "For Youth". Here it is in Rod Sinclair's translation in a simple version from Youtube followed by the Rod's English text.
Lovely girl with a lone guitar and a lovely voice performing one of the most beautiful peace songs ever written
FOR YOUTH - English version of the tune sung at Oslo Cathedral today
Faced by your enemies
On every hand
Battle is menacing,
Now make your stand
Fearful your question,
Defenceless, open
What shall I fight with?
What is my weapon?
Here is your battle plan,
Here is your shield
Faith in this life of ours,
The common weal
For all our children’s sake,
Save it, defend it,
Pay any price you must,
They shall not end it
Neat stacks of cannon shells,
Row upon row
Death to the life you love,
All that you know
War is contempt for life,
Peace is creation
Death’s march is halted
By determination
We all deserve the world,
Harvest and seed
Hunger and poverty
Are born of greed
Don’t turn your face away
From needs of others
Reach out a helping hand
To all your brothers
Here is our solemn vow,
From land to land
We will protect our world
From tyrants’ hand
Defend the beautiful,
Gentle and innocent
Like any mother would
Care for her infant.
And here is the same girl with an even prettier simple version of the original Norwegian poem by Nordahl Grieg to music by Danish Composer Otto Mortensen followed by the text of the one of the best peace poems ever written.
"Til Ungdommen"
Kringsatt av Fiender,
gå inn i din tid!
Under en blodig storm -
vi deg til strid!
Kanskje du spør i angst,
udekket, åpen:
hva skal jeg kjempe med
hva er mitt våpen?
er er ditt vern mot vold,
her er ditt sverd:
troen på livet vårt,
menneskets verd.
For all vår fremtids skyld,
søk det og dyrk det,
dø om du må - men:
øk det og styrk det!
Stilt går granatenes
glidende bånd
Stans deres drift mot død
stans dem med ånd!
Krig er forakt for liv.
Fred er å skape.
Kast dine krefter inn:
døden skal tape!
Edelt er mennesket,
jorden er rik!
Finnes her nød og sult
skyldes det svik.
Knus det! I livets navn
skal urett falle.
Solskinn og brød og ånd
eies av alle.
Dette er løftet vårt
fra bror til bror:
vi vil bli gode mot
menskenes jord.
Vi vil ta vare på
skjønnheten, varmen
som om vi bar et barn
varsomt på armen!
Kringsatt av Fiender,
gå inn i din tid!
Under en blodig storm -
vi deg til strid!
Kanskje du spør i angst,
udekket, åpen:
hva skal jeg kjempe med
hva er mitt våpen?
er er ditt vern mot vold,
her er ditt sverd:
troen på livet vårt,
menneskets verd.
For all vår fremtids skyld,
søk det og dyrk det,
dø om du må - men:
øk det og styrk det!
Stilt går granatenes
glidende bånd
Stans deres drift mot død
stans dem med ånd!
Krig er forakt for liv.
Fred er å skape.
Kast dine krefter inn:
døden skal tape!
Edelt er mennesket,
jorden er rik!
Finnes her nød og sult
skyldes det svik.
Knus det! I livets navn
skal urett falle.
Solskinn og brød og ånd
eies av alle.
Dette er løftet vårt
fra bror til bror:
vi vil bli gode mot
menskenes jord.
Vi vil ta vare på
skjønnheten, varmen
som om vi bar et barn
varsomt på armen!
tirsdag den 17. juli 2012
Dear Diary, my Facebook doesn't Understand Me!
Dear Diary,
What do I mean by stating that my Facebook doesn't understand me?
What do I mean by stating that my Facebook doesn't understand me?
Well,
several things, as a matter of fact. Computers, information technology,
and not least the Internet have meant a fundamental change to the way
humans communicate, relate to and entertain themselves and each
other. The newest sprout in the virtual garden of Humanity is
Facebook which on the one hand presents fantastic possibilities
for reaching out and on the other hand entails frightful
consequences for our possibility of reaching deeper than a few inches
of topsoil, as it were.
It
began with small groups of “friends” connecting either due to
previous acquaintances or the need of “networking” at least
semi-professionally or because they shared a cause, an interest, or a
debate that they wanted to delve into more. But today Facebook is a
rapidly becoming not only a commercial machine abusing people's
personal information for profit but also a completely unstoppable,
uncontrollable and actually unpalatable 'mal-stream' of would-be consciousness and conversational litter from the chattering classes,
which by the way seem to be threatening to engulf just about all
humans on Earth, including the once-thinking ones.
I've already
let you in on the fact that I'm a Dane. Well, Danes have another
informal Constitution besides the laws of Jante: 'The rules for Happiness'. And yes, the rules
are FOR happiness as no Dane will easily get by expressing any
kind of anger, frustration, sadness, sorrow or just moaning at the
sometimes cumbersome existence on Earth. Express but one critical
concern, let alone one ounce of dismay, and the 'Happiness Police' will
be all over you! That's actually an additional and a fairly good
reason for writing in English, it occurs to me now …
And
Danes are reportedly the happiest people on Earth – at least when
you ask themselves in a public-opinion-poll kind of way and compare
their answers to well-prepared questions with the replies of people
of other Nationalities. Much has been made of the fact that Modern
Danes may be regarded as almost a tribe, after losing our little yet
not unimportant Empire in the parts of Europe around us and various
slave colonies that we prefer to forget about, and before we in the
late 1960's began receiving about as many non-European immigrants and
refugees as well as their families in about 30 years as we received
in the 300 years preceding that, i.e. since the Danish Nationality
and Naturalization Act had to be introduced as we were left with
ourselves and to our own devices.
That
"influx", the results of which is well under 10% of the entire
population, made for quite some rumble in the Danish jungle and meant
that a former anti-tax party, the so-called Progress Party, turned
from being ultra-liberal bordering on libertarianism and right-wing anarchism to
being extremely nationalistic Conservatives and most of the party
went on to form the so-called Danish People's Party – a party that
almost 15% of the electorate vote for because of its mix of
populism, xenophobia and a self-imposed role as the guardians of
Danish welfarism, but few will publicly admit to what they are doing
in the voting booth.
This
brings the Danish 'Happiness Rules” into a somewhat different
perspective, as the Danish People's Party embrace some of the
traditional Danish “happiness” but is careful not to extend that
to non-European foreigners … Moreover, the party presently
commanding almost 35% of the likely-to-vote respondents in the polls, the so-called
Liberal Party, has not only been building a political coalition with
the Danish People's Party but is also claiming to share their core
values. So, quite a lot of Danes are in fact not that satisfied, at
least not with their neighbours, and that actually goes for certain tribe
members that are out of bounds as well.
Much
has also been made of the fact that Denmark has a fairly large degree
of equality compared with other countries and of the fact that the
Danish national welfare state
provides for the now world-renowned flexicurity –
a unique combination of state-provided social and economic security
combined with a high degree of flexibility in the job market -
which many politicians and
economists around the world see as a great act to follow, and I
suppose that most social scientists and just generally sensible
people will surmise a certain connection between flexicurity and
equality.
It's
something of a pity, then, that the Danish political (and economic
and cultural) elite has more or less decided to dispense with both
equality and flexicurity, and they have already made extremely
important inroads into the very social fabric as well as the law that
underpin both concepts. I suppose that to a Liberalist, flexicurity
and equality in a society based on Capitalist principles, albeit with
a “human face” and a democratic state with separation of powers,
must seem like the bumblebee that flies even though science until
recently viewed it as totally unable to do exactly that.
And
yes, Scandinavia was probably fortunate in having a key strategic
importance during the Cold War where the nuclear capability on both side would mean an almost assuredly extinction in case of war and where any kind of social bribe was
allowed as long as we stayed in line against the terrible Communists.
That together with our tribal nature, the terrible memories of the World War II that actually did bring both Capitalism and Humanity close to extinction, and the necessity of making ends
meet without an empire but with a strong tradition for seafaring and
trade probably made for a general consensus between classes and
groups that we all stood to gain from banking on education, stability
and a certain degree of social tranquillity. That understanding began to
crumble under the two so-called “oil crises” in the seventies and
ended altogether when the Berlin wall tumbled down.
I'll
also let you in on another fact about myself: During my first fifty-something years I have moved
between classes, as it were, and in the later years I have come
dangerously close to the bottom of the Danish happy-go-lucky welfare
society. When people in the societal elite make a point, people down
here turn it into a punch! What for a publicly renowned scholar may
just have meant as a whiff of an idea is quickly turned into a whack
when people at the bottom take their frustrations out on each other
at being both the in the underclass and at same time being blamed for
not only having caused the banking crisis by in general living as
“fat cats” beyond their means (whatever that means). Sorry, did I say
“frustrations”? Naturally, I meant their happy and noble savage
instincts that are made especially keen by living in the sewer of the
so-called Modern developed world …
Having
to do battle with about 17 chronic illnesses as well as the publicly
paid 'compassion workers' (strictly nine to five!) and my fellow
'bottomers' does sometimes make me moan. I admit it. And as I as a
perfect gentleman or at least a man that has made my way through
countless encounters without being careful to have money, official
position, network, children or at least friends to show for it
(except sometimes my Ex-wife), I have from time to time been using
Facebook to vent and ventilate my darker thoughts – among various
philosophical, political, ironic and more commonplace statements and
links to my undoubtedly ingenious writings (!)
I
have been careful, though, only to vent such feelings to what on
Facebook is known as “friends”. More general statements or even
writings I am both courageous and foolish enough to make in public,
hoping that someone will listen sometime. However, my Facebook
friends do not seem to care for my intimating sides of my soul that I
don't feel should enter a wider public. On the contrary, they either
shun me or shame me. I have been taken to school many a time by some
person that I knew to some degree at some time – or somebody that I
would like to know or – it does happen – would like to know me,
apparently until they do - know me, I mean …
A
good example is a man that I once studied political science with and
who has had a relatively successful career as a University Senior Lecturer with a more or less comfortable life resulting in i.a. two
grown boys and an estranged wife, a nice house and considerable
tax-supported pension savings and an all but theoretical knowledge of
illness. He got enough of my moaning and told me in mail sent from
his comfortable University office that it ill behoved anybody to be
bitter whatever their particular fate and (mis)fortune...
On
my Facebook profile – which few if any read – I have as a
favourite quotation Shakespeare's remark put in the mouth of Benedict
in the third Act of his Comedy “Much Ado About Nothing”: Every
One can Master a Grief but He that Hath it!
Unfortunately
very few seem to know the quotation, let alone having understood it,
including my now former friend above who probably did have a point
but who also grossly mistook my pitch-black humour for something
else. However, I can back my claim that few have understood Man and
World as well as Shakespeare with the experience of another of my
Facebook friends, actually a guy I have yet to meet in person but
know from a patient organization and with whom I have exchanged
experiences about an illness that we are 'happy' to share.
Some
time ago he wrote that he had had to move home and go under cover
because of a steady pursuit of a woman scorned … Apparently this
woman had for a short while been having an affair with him – and he
with her – and she among undoubtedly many things revealed to him
that she had a problem with rejection. I'd say!
After
a row she had told another former boy friend that my Facebook friend had
threatened their mutual child, bringing the boy friend in such rage
that he made his way to my friend and demanded to be let in lest my
friend wanted to be killed. My friend showed outstanding nerve and
presence of mind by opening the door and inviting the enraged parent
in for a cup of tea! They had a nice chat about common experiences,
including those with the former boy friend's former girl friend, and
the father left in relative peace.
However,
my friend now decided that his relationship with his present and
obviously emotionally frail girlfriend should end and told her so.
After that she arranged somehow to have him attacked in his own flat
by somebody wearing ski mask who first smashed down the door and
proceeded to try so smash my still half-sleeping friend with a very
blunt instrument. My friend ran out of his apartment ASAP but the
attacker caught up with him and tried to finish the job. A third
party, a woman who seems to have everybody's mutual friend, occurred
at the scene and persuaded the attacker that my friend had had
enough.
My
point is this: When my Facebook friend mentioned in a status update
(i.e. a sort of statement, once of the week, then of the day, and nowadays
about about every half hour) that he had had to move due to an attack
arranged by a former lover, I was the only one to express sympathy
with the poor man and his predicament. Some “liked” his move –
or the status reporting of it, and to yet uninitiated non-Facebookers
I would like to explain that this means clicking a button that says
“like” under the “status update”. Others, especially woman
friends, made jokes about the cost of moving, problems with former
lovers and the like. I hope that my memory is playing a trick on me
but I seem to remember one comment in the nature of “That'll teach
ya!”
The
Happiness Police have done their job well! Together, I am tempted to
add, with the general decay of any meaningful message being able to
penetrate the Facebook network as it grows thicker and thicker. The
problem for my friend was not only that he too is a Dane and subject
to the whims of the Facebook owners that keep changing the rules on
people, but also that being a relatively unknown personality only few
saw let alone thought about his update in the Facebook maelstrom.
Moreover,
in Denmark we are still living in the Dark Ages when it comes to
realizing that women are actually capable of being just a violent and
mean as men. Surveys in other countries like ours, especially among our
Norwegian 'brothers' but also the UK and the Netherlands, have shown
that the two genders are rapidly approaching a tie as to the score on
physical violence. Not to mention psychological violence in which I
doubt that a company like Ladbrokes would even considering taking a
bet! However, in Denmark violence of women against (male) partners
has yet to be examined and in the midst of more than fifty shelters for
battered women there are four shelters for men – that batter their women
...
But
back to Facebook: A public figure or a pundit or any other member of
the true elite, contrary to a relative obscurity like my friend, can
basically write “fart!” and will instantly receive umpteen
“likes” straight away, either because some “friends” want to
flaunt their friendship with a well-known person, because the person is their (potential) boss or because they
think they know what is meant or because they are afraid to reveal
that they don't know what is meant by “fart!” in this case, let
alone disprove of such a comment for any number of reasons that we
shall never know.
In
Denmark, the combined economic, political and cultural elite consists
of approx. 5000 people that are in the Media all the time already -
only now on Facebook too, sometimes with their latest whiz kid - but
not, they claim, because they are notorieties but because they know
and say everything that is remotely interesting in the Danish debate
… Because despite the laws of Jante Danes are bowled over by "Celebs" the best example of which can be seen in the popularity of an
outdated and undemocratic and illiberal institution such as our
Monarchy and the attention that is paid to every move, including wrong
ones, they make.
Some
have tried to convince me that all this could and should be solved
with – of all things - an “unlike” button on Facebook… This
suggestion seems to me akin to suggesting that we should both explain
and counter the dramatic rise of diabetes - all across the world and
with both types 1 and 2, by the way – by inventing another name for
sugar! (Disclaimer: This was not intended as a pun on the name of the
Facebook creator ...)
It
is fairly easy to predict what would happen if such a suggestion was
carried out: People would be clicking “like” more eagerly than
before, thinking now they have a choice, at every utterance by
somebody who 'is' somebody, while those that risk the wrath of the
Happiness Police and the Facebook Light Brigade by merely suggesting
that the Emperor has no clothes on – and what is worse nor have
millions of starved children in the world – or even hinting at a
personal problem would be “disliked” from here to Eternity …
Not to mention how mobbing would entail a completely new and very
virtual meaning!
So,
dear Diary, I have told of my first problem, apart from being ill and
poor, which contrary to International belief is much more closely
connected in the so-called welfare state of Denmark, as well as being
bereft of e.g. a job network as well as a family of my own: Only
having Facebook “friends” left. Soon I will probably only have
Facebook left! What should I do? Is there a life beyond Facebook? Is
there any substantial meaning that doesn't require a Facebook link?
Is there life on Earth?
Yours
truly,.
Claus
Piculell - in some semi-detached part of Denmark ...
mandag den 16. juli 2012
Dear Diary, a bit about why I'm writing in English
Dear
Diary,
Although
I am almost thoroughbred Dane, I am presumptuous enough to write to
you in English. By doing so I am going against most of the grain of
Danish culture and I'm especially in breach of just about all
articles in the informal Danish Constitution, aka “The Laws
of Jante”.
The
author that first 'discovered' these norms and set them down on paper
was a novelist called Aksel Sandemose, and in his novel “En
flygtning krydser sit spor” (which would probably be translated
into English thus: 'A Refugee crosses his own tracks' ), he summed up the unofficial
yet ironclad rules like this: 'Don't imagine that you are important
in any sense of the word and especially don't imagine that you are
better than the rest of us!'
In
fact, after a certain Anders Breivik had massacred 77 people in
Norway as a terrorist action to 'advertise' a 1500-page Manifesto and
a 12-minute video published on the Internet only hours before the
heinous deed, and importantly both in English, calling for a
Conservative European Revolution that would rid the Continent of
Muslims, I wrote an analysis of Breivik's actions and messages when
I, like many others, had spent some days recovering from the shock,
and as his writings were in English, so was this analysis.
Nonetheless,
the first comments my analysis got on a Danish website and Facebook
was of course: “Why are you writing in English!?” And people
were sceptical when I explained that it seemed natural to analyse a
Manifesto in English with European pretensions using the same
language so perhaps you are beginning to have a hunch what I'm up
against here.
But
yes, I have to confess to believing that I am of some importance –
if to no-one else then to myself - and probably to my dog, and that what I have to say MAY be
of importance. I have lived the life of a human in the so-called
developed world for a good fifty years and have been fortunate enough
to see quite a lot of said world at various points in my life so far
from the top (or at least being on route to it), from the many
positions in the middle classes and now in my later years from the
bottom so I might have some stories to tell and some points to make.
I
know that it is somewhat unconventional to start a diary this late in
life, unless of course you have become somebody so that some kind of
memoirs are of interest to the general public. Okay, Mr Obama did
write his first two books of memoirs before really becoming somebody,
but at least he did become President of the USA not much later. And
yes, there may be some old folk around that are told by relatives,
friends or the like to write theirs.
I
have to admit that I have neither excuse (well, one or two kind
personal calls, perhaps), just an urge to write. An urge that has
been with me since I began to be able to write. Being 50+ in the
so-called developed world you are not supposed to be anticipating
your own death in any foreseeable future so I don't have that excuse
either. And what's worse: My diary of all things is probably one of
the poorest part of my highly dispersed writings that need to be done
in English, let alone interest more than perhaps a handful of people.
Then
why am I doing it? Because I'm a lazy perfectionist! Some of the
things I have written, especially a would-be and tentative political manifesto for
an ideology for the 21st Century (called “Liberal
Socialism”) and various political, economic and social analyses
would seem much more appropriate to pick for the larger audience that
writing in English makes it possible, albeit by no means whatsoever
certain, to reach. It is not that I'm certain that said manifesto or
some of its ideas will ever catch on. I just feel that having thought
about a way to improve the world without too much bloodshed,
suppression and squalor for almost forty years, the least I can do is
get bloody thing down in writing lest it would not be read because
never written …
But
you see, I also wrote that bloody thing – the manifesto or at least
the first drafts of it - in Danish and I'm having a hellish time
trying to translate my own thoughts from Danish into English myself. It
is somewhat peculiar as I have been a part-time translator between
English and Danish for years, as well as holding an MA in Political
Science and English with emphasis on English-speaking societies …
That's
what I mean by saying that I am a lazy perfectionist … I can
probably translate political documents better than most and my own
thoughts better than anybody else. And having even tried Google
Translate I know that technology has to go through several more
scientifically based revolutions before the Machines take over that
and most other areas of running a developed society as some are
afraid of and others look to with hope – having seen Man making a
try!
Of
course I shall probably slug my way through translating the now
infamous Manifesto but you see, then comes a whole host of other
stuff – again things I don't know to be worth something but would
like to see having a fighting chance. And that, together with the
urge to write, the confirmation by science that remaining active in as many languages as possible staves off dementia, and the need to unload some of the trouble created by
our “mortal coils”, is the reason why I at 50+ am beginning to
write my diaries – in English …
Yours
truly,
Claus
Piculell
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